Sanity?
Has there been any study performed aiming to find a connection between recording your thoughts on a regular basis and sanity? If not, someone should start one.
I used to be a very quiet person. During elementary school, and through most of middle school (junior high) and once I reached high school I realized that maybe I should speak up and just be who I wanted to be whether anyone cared or not. I can’t say that it has had a great impact on my social life but at the same time I won’t say that it has not had an impact on how I feel about myself. I certainly feel more okay with myself, that is, more comfortable with who I am and with that change I think perhaps I will meet the people who fit my personallity and not more who clash.
I would like to meet more people in general and, hopefully, those people will share similar interests or perhaps complimentary interests. It sure would help if I got a job(not that I haven’t been trying….) at least then I could get out and shoot more. I have really started to enjoy shooting with my hassie but I really don’t have the money for more film and development costs.
I do have a shoot planned for this coming week but we aren’t sure what day yet, only how much I am getting for it. It will be fun but as it is someone I already know quite well I don’t know that I will enjoy it as much as if it were someone I had only met once. At least I might have an easier time finding the right shot but that may not be a good thing.
I am out of practice so much so that I am not sure if I can still do it.


